Hello Soul Rebels,
Today is my personal big bang, for today I have turned 30, which means I am trading my youth for maturity. Now more than ever I have to ask myself critical questions and make sure my maturity is seen in my actions. Everything that I have learned in the past 30 years should come to use as I deal with this great world and make a living for myself, as a man. I am a man and people will look at me and judge me as one. The world is not known for its sensitive side. She will not let up to harshly judge me or punish me for my stupidities. When you are 30, a man should be out of excuses why he cannot take care of himself or why he cannot look after his family.
I can no longer blame my messed ups on my parents their shortcomings. And neither can I blame society for my shortcomings, at the age of 30. From this day forward I have to face up to my irresponsibilities and hopefully learn from them. And by God’s grace not make them again. Surely at times I would slip, sin and lose track, but that is human. We all make mistakes but I have found out that it is not the error that makes people turn away from you, it is the steps you take next. The actions you take afterwards are what either makes you a man or proves you to be man unworthy.
As for my writings nothing will change, as far as content matter. As I make time and spend more time with my woman and kids I will try to emphasis more on family value. Family is important. A man who has peace at home has peace in his heart and is more likely to succeed in his doings than the man whose house is chaos. Me myself, I have neglected my family for some time now, at this intersection it is a perfect moment for me to reflect and make up for the pain I’ve caused. I come from a broken home, and like many young fathers out there I wanted to do things better than my father. I wanted to give my children a good home. I have not succeeded yet, but I have not given up yet either. Today is a good day to start.
I made a pledge to myself. From here on I will live my life as pure as I can and will no longer give in to temptations, nor will I allow myself to be distracted. I have got my focus mode on. Here I come world, you better be prepared for me.
Your beloved son, Soul Rebel,
Kno’Ledge Cesare